DCsplash33

Do not Tell me that I am repressed, or that I am a "prude". Do not say that I don't know what I'm missing; what you have is not something worth missing. Do not say that I am frigid, a tease, taunting or cold. You keep all your labels, while I'll keep a hold of my morals. When you tell me I am repressed, all I hear is your ignorance. All you are saying, is that you do not Know ME. You think that I am scared or weak. You do not comprehend the woman that I am. You do not wish to see that I have made a commitment to myself. You ignore the fact that I have stuck to my beliefs, and I have practiced what I preach. And I have never wavered or fallen

Let get drunk, hook up, and it'll be justified. The way I crumble and cry when you leave me, ditch me, diss me. Let's just get down, so it's alright when I'm feeling so low. Let's have sex, and you can ignore me for days. This time I'll be right when I say you're wrong. Let's pretend to make love, and we all is said and done, you can tell me how it meant nothing. Let's get dirty, so I can tell you how used you make me feel. Let's get naked, and you won't have to see my soul. Let's fool around, and you can fumble, drop me on the ground. Let's fuck, so when we fight, its justified.

There are some things you just can't share with anyone. It is 2:22, make a wish. My wish makes me hate myself a little more. And there are some secrets you can never tell. They're not even really secrets; you're the only one that knows, so really, they're only thoughts and occourances. And even though you know it's wrong, you can't change. So you hide a little more, day after day. And you try and find a little stregthen, so that maybe you can change. But everywhere you look, every place you try and find that will to live in, falls through. And you find that you can't find that strength anywhere else. You must posess it in yourself to begin w